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(3) "Spirit-man." I haven't tried so hard to wake up that my "spirit arm" leaves my physical body. I don't think that human beings would choose to hallucinate about evil figures that want to hurt them.
So why is there a general consensus that when we do see things during SP, we are acutely aware that they are evil?
Besides the intense fear there is always the sense of an evil presence, even the times when I don't see an entity.
Many of the times I am being strangled and feel a real pressure on my chest.
I feel the tingling feeling rushing down my body from head to toe as one would feel when a muscle is "going to sleep." I am conscious of the fact that I'm going into an sp episode and usually think to myself, "Here we go again."At this point, I have had a variety of experiences but I will start with the most common: seeing one or two shadowy black figures standing at the side of or foot of my bed, they are staring at me and upon seeing them it is the worst terror imaginable.
Sometimes they aren't there at first and the door creaks open and it or they enter. Once a bright light shone into my bedroom window and i clearly saw the typical alien figure with the large round head and huge eyes.
My dad told me to go to the stress center but i think its a warning maybe from the lord and it just made me stronger. I had SP again today and a shadowy hooded figure standing in the middle of my room was speaking in a raspy voice. * * * Shout out to the Website: I am very appreciative of this website and this forum.
Although I am an active Christian, I don't agree with what most Christians say about sp.I never did drugs and stopped cold turkey on alcohol several years ago.Anything or anyone wants to attack me in my sleep or in my waking moments be prepared to see hell up close. One time the tall one standing by my bed told me he was Jesus, that he wanted me to join an army.First I just head growling then he screamed his name in my ear three time, "Darius, Darius, Darius!" I could feel his hot breath in my ear, it was super real and scary.